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My Inner World

~Friday, July 22, 2005 ~

!!!!

im blardy busy and so many things still haven do!!! now it's 3.05am on fri morning n im still quite frantic... wat's worse i need to wake up at 8.15am later... now looking back i think i change too much $$ le!!! faintz.. coz my aunt gave me super duper lotsa of pences(worth a couple of pounds k).. sianz... 1pound=SGD3 leh.. sianz man.. not gonna stay in hotel.. coz being cheapskates will be taking overnight trains to wherever me n ian r travelling to.. sigh think no time to watch broadways n musicals in london though... sob sob!!!

okok shall stop here.. hope i can sleep soon...
=
pls remind me to bring pis of u guys!!! i'll miss everyone... :'(

Jenn @ 7/22/2005 03:08:00 AM | 0 Comments | Post a Comment

~Tuesday, July 19, 2005 ~

hmm.. i find it meaningful so i post lor... lazy to think n update.. haha

missing someone so special. =/

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings, hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/she,
missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again,
talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page,
u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely
and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

( fr here onwards this is crap)
You've opened it?! Good Luck! Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tomorow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life. if you break this chain u will be cursed with relationship problems for the next 10yrs. post this within 15 min.
(yeah right, i post it few hrs later can)

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~Sunday, July 17, 2005 ~

http://www.freewebtown.com/vercezzz/shiro%20Sagisu%20-%20track%2006.mp3

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~Friday, July 15, 2005 ~

My First Bday present!!!!! =D

yuppy! lalala got my present~~~~



















ain this cute.... :P and i put beside XT as a comparison.. keke..

thanx alot CANDICE~~~~ =D

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~Monday, July 11, 2005 ~

posted some pics le!

ok added quite a few pics le to the concert entry.. hmm... i think for the rest... can i add somewhere else.. laychey ma.. hahaha see how lor..

2mr then update if i rem/got time

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~Sunday, July 10, 2005 ~

bad day

ok... dun wana fill in the details.....
didnt have any celebration.... had 2 bad news today.. sigh... i stoned my way to cnl for prac.. =/ then after tt nice nick sent me to jurong east mrt... ^_^
the FFO concert is damn power! no mood to type alot but when i have the mood then i update this entry la...
took some pics w them!! kekeke they r so nice ppl.. i bought their 2 CDs.. heehe mayb put up pics later... then had some snacks on level 2... ate a little bit...















oh! tim came half way thru the concert later~~ he soooooooooo sweet!!! gave me coffee bean cheesecake n a card!!

oh man!! so happy i got cake... today no cake at all.. then i carry here n there.. =P but by the time we went to the coffeeshop behind, the cake melted...=( but the taste is just the same... heehee happy!

received quite a no of bday wishes via smses(the most) and online... heehe... yesh yesh nick is the 1st one... b4 12 midnight already wish me in advance happy approaching birthday.. and alot of virtual bday cakes.. i dun wan.. i wan real one... *blush*

oh the supper was w mdm tan, mr chua, wilson, xiaowan, yuzhen, tejay, joanne, tim, guobin n meiling! heehee mdm tan treat me some beehoon~ heehee..

oh alot of familiar faces were there... like sws perc ensemble ppl.. iskander! heehee valerie n huihui.. of coz ng kok hin n tan eng koon... jus's ex conductor came too! hmm.. kaiyi, tt flute gal(forgot her name, not sharon) n the bass clar guy also.. of coz our own helpers.. some peicai ppl... dunearn kids... dun rem anymore...

anyway the band ppl were very friendly... heehee chatted w a few of them.. lalala cant wait for the workshop with them later! =D

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~Saturday, July 09, 2005 ~

today... stoned day

went to teach zach.. then went down to sentosa get my bus model.. turned out i forget it's only for 1st 2000 ppl.. argh... nevermind.. got 2 free tix for fort siloso... hmm.. took a ride ard the beach on the beach tram.. then off to orchard for a while.. then look high n low for ear rings... sigh.. cannot find the same one as the one i lost.. sniff... got even better looking ones but didnt get... then down to cc coz last min then know FFO come n prac.. just go to check if the perc instru r fine.. wow !!! their rehearsal... damn solid sia!!! win liao lor!!! coolz... will fill in th details soon.. it's past midnight now!!!! woohoo!! happy birthday!!!

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~Friday, July 08, 2005 ~

Mus'Art band n perc club concert

well well... had a super tiring day... cant realy concentrate n play properly. ... sad... the concert was so so but the perc side could have done better... sigh.. screwed up here n there... didnt take section photo!!! will post up some pics here soon...


my most promising student in the center! keke syaza


lalala auntie guobin n newly appointed auntie meiling =D


me n joey!


tim n me


lalala the west-but-non-jurong-area gang =D
the one tt always look like he's gonna fall down coz of a super heavy *NEW* shell behind his back!


tejay trying to look funny..


logistic department!


me n nick!


z-x!


lala my presents from concert... note the bouquet of flowers also meant as bday present.. keke

after done w packing n stuff, walked to lau pa sat to meet nick n z-x(rc go home le) for supper... had cheng teng... feeling heaty ma.. then took cab home.. super tired.... and i lost my earrings!!! how stupid can i be lor.. the packet of earrings... got like 3 pairs inside.. boohoo.. not ex la.. but got 1 super duper nice one... and 1 plain n simple one.. argh.. i didnt even realised til i went to sleep last nite at ard 2.30am.. couldnt sleep since then... this morning wake up feeling very irritated... sianz... ='(

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~Thursday, July 07, 2005 ~

im going crazy!!!

argh.. now it's 4.10am on my laptop n im still freaking awake here! walao.. so many things to do.. sianz 1/2... later whole day die sia... meeting justina at 11am for lunch.. sniff sniff... everyone pls pray tt i can play my parts reasonably well.. i aim to play the best i can... not only for the performance.. sigh... i hope i rem to take my tuner at studio... cut finish the dampers for tim... rem wat am i supposed to move etc.. not to leave anything behind in cc... rem to collect theory certs... collect my free tix... sms mr syed... sianz.. haven found my sentosa letter! die die die.. where where where...

okok i shall sleep...

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~Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ~

hmm =(

down n out

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~Monday, July 04, 2005 ~

ok..... my philosophy stays...

ok... i wrote this down somewhere b4.... as my philosophy(one of them)..

one make urself so busy coz u wanna fill up ur loneliness - derived fr tues w morrie

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me n mum


my da ge!


woman n man of the yr kekeke

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~Sunday, July 03, 2005 ~

hmm

anyone wana go out on 8th july, fri? im free late afternn onwards... just wana mayb go somewhere relax, chitchat or watever....

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~Friday, July 01, 2005 ~

happy tots today

hmm.. cut, colour highlight my hair last fri, 24th june... bumped into jothan!!! kekeke soooo happy... long time no see le and can bump into hm at tt salon.. lalala... then took bus down to orchard w him.. he went to see movie w denscen and i went to meet serena to go down the cummunity drumming fest dinner... yumyum.. lala.. got my $$ then! haha happy sia... after dinner n sort of feedback thingy, left me n helman go back... on our way, msged fir if nyp/ntu concert finish liao or not wana go supper or not... they left after the start of choice piece, russian xmas... we(plus zakiyah n weiling) met up at lau pa sat and then makan.... left at 11plus.....

26th went to watch phil winds concert after 1 long tiuring day... went w xiaowan, desmond, yin xuan.... meiling n guobin!! weirdly after interval saw vincent n gel the couple... win liao... -_-''' well anyway was sitting on 3rd row from stage.. heehee.. then colin's position is such tt im directly in front of him.. cannot miss one.. lol cool.. i enjoyed the concert... esp la gloriosa! =) nice chior singing man!! stilll cannot fanthom how desmond(not musart one) n jy r together.... oh well after concert left me desmond n yinxuan go makan lor... lau pa sat... we tot tt the outdoor stalls at esplanade should be rather ex so didnt go there... separated from meiling they all.. coz they meeting colin.. then ended up cnl ppl also go there.. oh well... the 3 of us had dinner at lau pa sat and drank.. kekeke... funny sia... desmond made a bet w yinxuan... kekeke.. lalalala and then we all figured out tt we r just 1 yr apart... desmond'81, me'82, yinxuan'83 heeheehee... fun sia... and so i tot yinxuan was much younger.. ok he's youthful looking.. fine... we chatted til 2am then go home.. keke.. long time no like tt le.. missed the good old days... then home..


monday finally decided not to go work... forgo my $$$ ... set up the stage nice nice... heehee... oh bought scones for entire perc section!! keke all said it;s yummy!! hahaha busy for the rest of the nite... tiring sia.. and stressful.. esp for the perc club side... reached cc ard 11.40pm.. then left cc 12.10am.... thanx to desmond n yinxuan who actually waited for me n helped in moving the stuff.. thanx alot!!!!! =D then we proceeded to the coffeeshop behind for makan(a little la.. had my sandwich dinner at 9plus10pm at vch...) n drinks.. keke this time round kena called n scold by mum.. sianz... anyway left for home ard 2am again.... gosh... my mum gonna nag n nag n nag...

today friday! hmm... abit stressful at btps but like tt lor.. at nite met up w peiyun at long last for dinner n chitchat!!!! =D yeah~~ ended up serene centre grand canyon... not bad la the food... abit ex wor... but okok la... then we carried chatting at macs.. hahaha then i saw mavis!!!! ^_^ happy happy! long time no see her.. the 2nd time i bump into her this yr.. wat can i say man... always very happy to see her.. the 1st time was in nus, crossing the road at yih.. heheee.. happy happy... then py n me left for home 10.30 like tt... lalala

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fAv: the beach! sentosa is the only choice in Sg.. haha music is my religion... 'nuff said..
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  • bass drum double pedal
  • cymbals( crash, hihat, ride) plus bag
  • practice pad stand (for my current one)
  • do my audition tape!!!
  • study in US!
  • O2 xda mini
  • konica minolta DiMAGE X60!!
  • dun mind this metronome!
  • online shopping @ steve weiss!
  • online shopping @ sheetmusicplus
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    Arctic Monkeys - A View from the Afternoon (i lurve the MTV!)

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