My Inner World

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My Inner World

~Tuesday, January 31, 2006 ~

for my own reference and potential partners(lol)

ya the latter one is a joke
hmm just to recall n understand myself better... sometimes i do forget how i react or feel
will be revised at anytime when i rem
Not in any particular order:

1. i have a great sense of insecurity.
2. lying to me is a defintite no-no
3. im an extremely sensitive person
4. i am romantic(though i seems quite realistic at times)
5. im a rather straightforward person. so i expect honesty too(negative remarks r fine)
6. i am willing to risk everything for the significant other (well almost, after some bad experiences)
7. i can put in alot of heart n soul in the relationship so i expect almost the same level of commitment
8. i know pt 7 demands quite alot, so i control myself not to expect so much and to give without return
9. i do not like it when ppl dun return call/sms, no matter how late the return is... 1 or 2 days later
10. do not hinder my goals n passion for music, i will respect his too
11. i do forgive and dont forget... only for major situations.. every other time, i really forget!
12. i really treasure my frds alot, and i treat them better than myself at times.
13. to pt 12, ya so i try to treat myself better
14. most impt thing is for a couple to be together is to give n take, compromise and balance each other's lives. no need to sacrifice cham cham la...(ok abit contradicting pt 7)
15. i AM pessimistic
16. i think too much most of the time
17. i can accept all the shortcomings and strengths.... coz no one is perfect. Perfection is just what we aim to be.
18. must not be phobic to dogs!!! *** impt
19. no need too romantic one... little actions can be very lovely and sweet too.

so far for now la.. waking at 8am later! hmmpf

ok so it's like quite alot to take from me... im scaring off guys!!!
last updated on 8 Feb 06

Jenn @ 1/31/2006 02:23:00 AM | 0 Comments | Post a Comment

~Sunday, January 29, 2006 ~

Happy doggie yr!

oh well... haven been surfing net n rotting online much.. keke... stupid tel line. think got problem. have yet to settle.. soon i will fix it...pardon me if i hav en been visint my fellow close buddies blogs... paiseh... i dun surf net during office hours... kekeke

here i post this photo i took...

been doing alot of thinkin... i think i shouldnt think anymore! just go ahead! though i hesitate coz i scared i will regret.. but... it's been so tiring thinkin! just let things happen as and when they should and let it be... =|

p/s: will post more pics when my connection is settled.

Happy dog yr! getting older!!!! =S

Jenn @ 1/29/2006 02:40:00 AM | 0 Comments | Post a Comment

~Saturday, January 21, 2006 ~

hmm?

ok i have 2 ppl telling me tt this pic looks model-like... i seriously do not think so... ?! wat's up? perhaps the hairstyle makes me look like tt? huh..... also i can see that my friendster went up from ard 4 to 24 visits since i put up this pic on tuesday midnight. -_-''' comments pls!

then some how got into the topic of being air stewardess?? was saying i was too short to become one then was told tt airline already lowered their height limit? gosh... i have to cut much more weight b4 i qualify though!! argh wana see the world n experience life all over the world.. n earn some $$ b4 spending away so i can go further studies.. hmm... see how lo... enjoying my job for now though $$ not very the high... i prefer experiencing life n the cruel reality ... but i need input = output also at least.. negative negative!! argh

pls tell me i am fat so i can lose more weight b4 my bro's wedding in march so i can look pretty n nice n become man killer! bwahaha.. just now @ work got a guy trying to hit on me... not the 1st one... and definitely not the last one! bwahahhah (psst... not interested in this one! will post a pic of him posing in g**l toilet just now!)

Jenn @ 1/21/2006 01:15:00 AM | 0 Comments | Post a Comment

~Tuesday, January 17, 2006 ~

happy new yr?

hmm... well i realised i havent post an entry in this new yr!! heehe
oh well... 1st wk of 2006 was fine... then 2nd week is not so good... til now.. hmm feeling stoned out, dazed, deep in tots most of the time.. like not concentrating.. hmm.. who can save me? =(

i truly hope this yr will be an even better yr and i will set my mind which sch to go for further studies and wat to do.. im getting clearer idea on wat i want to do but it also depends if it's feasible... oh well... we'll see how...

Jenn @ 1/17/2006 12:03:00 AM | 0 Comments | Post a Comment

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