~Friday, July 28, 2006 ~
reflection
alot of things are happening... i duno how to react... i feel that i've changed.. i KNOW i have changed... after working in the already not-so-harsh world out there... under protective wings of my boss... what i've gone through have changed my preception of things and how things need to be done. and probably i have sounded pretty harsh towards ppl on things and have higher expectations of things. but i am just me. i guess some ppl r turned off by the things/comments i said some way or another. i duno. i know that i dont feel like i belong there anymore. i wasnt able to contribute as much as i wanted during that period of time i was working for events. there is nothing i can do about that! i also hope tt the experiences i've gained from my work can also help in the management. im just farking out of the league.Partly of stopping work in the timely july was for the convenience n total concentration for the upcoming things happening. though i would really want to contribute like before, im just being left out. i dun belong to this. i dun belong to the management. i dun belong here anymore. it's not even about belonging to a clique at all. i hate this feeling. which i felt so strongly in senior yrs... total outcast n not being able to contribute. it's like effort wasted. it's happening again. and i know this time round, i have to let go. i need to let go. in order to move on in life. i feel really sad that we dun share problems and joy anymore... all the laughter n fun we used to have together.
i guess this is good. it would be easier to let go when the time comes for me to leave. :'(
i love u guys.
~Monday, July 24, 2006 ~
how can i forget all about this?!
we got 3rd placing in open cat!! =D 85.something points.. hehee...im so proud of my band... a band i call my own...
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saw this in friendster bulletin... quite interesting... enjoy!
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it till it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the
morning.
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Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
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Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FOR YOU!
DON'T "FEEL BAD"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
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Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
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You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up
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Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
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Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
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Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )
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Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH
HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ...
....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so
we hope that all the girls that read this will repost
~Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ~
this is so true.. i must bear in mind..
hee...http://nkxt.blogspot.com/2006/07/i-came-across-this-very-interesting.html
12 Dirty Secrets to be a Successful Musician
i dun want to copy n paste la.. long... just click the link! make sure nick dun shut it down can le.. hahahah
been adding photos n updating my blog whole nite... haha.. tired!
~Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ~
http://www.fileden.com/files/626/stars%20and%20stripes%20-%20rjcsb.mp3
http://www.fileden.com/files/626/machu%20picchu%20-%20rjcsb.mp3
~Monday, July 17, 2006 ~
oh yeah!
the wkend has been very busy n fun... other than falling sick on sat... which totally ruined my days... and at the rarest occasion was hoping to rest at home instead of somewhere vout there... played way below my standard... this is so disheartening... couldnt concentrate.... but the moment when the results came out, everything seems just so worth it.. hugging every musart member who were listening at the results... (except the sp guys.. haha)much appreciation to my juniors who all came down... =D was so sad i was so busy n couldnt get to see them all.... i saw.. from afar.. haha.. thanks to rc, nick n jinyang who came! heehee and the flowers! =D im sure u guys enjoyed the xenia sarda... =)
thanks one n all.... will post up pics soon...
didnt take much pics.. so busy... =(
Shuichi in action
Backstage - few mins b4 we go on stage
my juniors! =D
Tim! yesh u were right to put the coat! keke
taken while lorry was on the go... how happy we all looked.. lol
here is the video taken on the ride..
Thanks to nick jinyang n RC for the flower-cum-bear!!!
hee... while everyone got sent home... sorry to u guys... we went for some cold beer at coffeeshop in holland v.. keke... and then went for a spin!! chit chat til no tomorrow... haha... and back home.... hee thanks rc for the company.. though i was sick n almost dying.. haha =) surprising my aunt didnt notice wat time i came home! and escaped scolding n nagging from mum! hahahaha
~Sunday, July 16, 2006 ~
嗨。。。
我病了。。。com was fine.. band sounded pretty good overall.... just tt i was a little screwed up at some pt of time.. pity tt the 3 bars of percussion solo screwed up... everything else was a-ok....
farking tired and sick.... like anyone cares...
pics taken on the day
in lorry
waiting for our turn...
nice pose! hansel
~Friday, July 14, 2006 ~
oh well...
been wanting to update but got alot of pics leh..so far, things have been on a rollercoaster ride for me....been numb n trying to be nice... and turned nasty and bad mood on bday... and down to depressing mode and unhelpful mode there after... still shut in my own world... past 2 days have been numb n nice... haha...
right... next wk if im freer i will update.. w pics! =D
just cant ppl use their brains to think one.... if u have something u r not happy about, just trash it out n say... what's the whole farking point of complaining behind the back? not that the party involved will ever know by doing so... how brainless can it get.. and worse still, these ppl have no exact idea of wat is really exactly totally is going on... fark this shit.
hope the com n concert goes well.. for now... i need percussionists there after.. and takers???
pray that i dun get sick.. must tahan!!!
oh, today i finally went back to office for the 1st time after leaving.. hee... it's quite cool that they all said im thinner!! lol!!! happiee!
ok... end tonite feeling happy...=D
(see wat i mean about the rollercoaster mood swing)
*updates!*
8th July
wonderful birthday eve i've ever had! oh well... never felt so happy n enjoyable for a bday.. heehee worked til 5plus pm... then took mrt down to bedok to meet bernie... train damn fast... reached in half hr! heehe then took bus 14... saw yinxuan n shuling at the bus terminal! hee they going to bedok food centre for makan.. hee... the ride was long sia... so near yet so far... the bus goes 1 big round to ECP.... walked in to his house... those old old kinda shophouse lookalike... damn antique sia!! lol!! he mentioned those living upstairs also esp pepz... hee "malay house" hee andy n isis were sitting on sofa smoking n chatting.... intro-ed grace to me in the dark kitchen... hee 1st thing she said eh really look like her daugther! -_-'' and then on the lights, she said hmm dun look like la.. haha phew... his room is right behind... nearest to toilet, washing machine, bathroom n kitchen! lol.. so convenient... i said only left not near entrance of house.. keke... in case of emergency cham! lol his chairs were damn cool! all hang on the wall one...awesome! nice deco n save space! heehe
after hanging in his house for a while (we were all famished!! keke), we all proceeded to ECP for dinner... at waterski360 degrees.... nice place! was intro-ed on the channel 8 program, 城市大发现... then they told me they came down earlier in the morning to water ski.. heehe damn cool... i think daytime the view will be nicer... damn windy lo!!! the menu was flying.. haha... the waiter was very friendly n even offered to help us take a photo when he saw i was holding on digi cam... so nice..
nice lights... =) bernie n his bombay sapphire! *slurp*
Bernie! oh i love this shot... not a perfect one... but still... =)
9th July
well... quite a bad day... after being nice to ppl n not flaring up for like 1 week or 2.... then i explode... hmm... received a bday card from the com... and thanks tim n qiheng for playing happy bday tune after prac was over... =D tt certainly brightened up my day... =)
oh well, mac dinner... it was a macspicy dinner...
and so i tot i wun have a bday cake this yr.... hee
my beloved perc club pepz! thanks for everything!
1oth july
went to VCH to collect my free tix to Evelyn glennie concert! and then to esplanade to meet rc who was taking pics w his fellow honor classmates.. keke.. btw... the ppls there were all girls plus 1 other guy! lol
after photo taking, went to esp lib to borrow some books/scores.. then down to marina square walk walk... makan... and then back to harry's for a drink... heehe
~Friday, July 07, 2006 ~
1st week of slacking... so far...
ok i forgot wat i wanted to type le...will update on things i did soon.. heehe...meanwhile....only thing i rem i wana say is....
he is back!!! keke...
7july@3am
4th July, tuesday
hee had lunch w candice!!!! keke... walked ard holland v.. decided to go hog's breath! keke.. sorry bernie.. i know we wanted to go there together... candice treated!! heehee birthday treat.. oh boy... so touched... =D it's been a loooong time since we came out together! =D thank you candice!
after lunch, nua at home then go down to nygh... mr lee's bday!! heehee came abit too late.... celebration just over.. all eating cake... soo surprised to see steph!! same for her.. haha took a pic w mr lee!!! =D
nua-ed in lib doing some stuff... n rot n rot...
went for teh halia w rc n justin.... boy it's been a looong time too since we ever go out together... it was great.... =) justin sent us home after tt... so nice! =)
6th July, thursday
hmm... met up w nusws pepz after their commencement... had lunch at the holland food centre... then nua at breko after tt.. heehee
zzzzzz... zzzzzzz.....
supper at coffeeshop after mawo prac...
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