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~Saturday, November 03, 2007 ~ finally a post here..well wanted to add the entry over at the other blog here. but decided to put there... didnt want to make ppl in SG worried but i guess it's more appropriate to put the entry there...http://jenn-in-lama.blogspot.com/2007/11/i-need-to.html anyway, i think i like this guy in school... we see each other in class everyday except 1 day but anyway everyone sees everyone everyday.. we hang out in patio area, 2nd level where the sofas r, tables for practising. coming back to the topic, im not sure if he has the same feeling. we happened to tok to each other alot coz every morning he'll reach the classroom earlier than me then we'll drink coffee n hang out at patio together b4 class begins.. it was pretty farnie coz i'll joked why is he always faster than me. hahhaa we chat alot too. we started toking roughly when sch starts but we hang out more when we happened to be in the same small class of 10+ ppl, of which average daily turn out is 5. i think we actually started chatting more on the day of combo band audition. he felt tt he screwed up big time coz he couldnt sight read well and was feeling depressed. i encouraged him tt it's ok, at least u had the courage to go up n screw things up. i went up to play for fun n just to jam... prob it was obvious but i was a tad disappointed when i didnt make the cut..on the other hand, i was relieved coz i think i need the time to practise rather than rehearsing pieces at this point of time. anyway, he made the cut n got into one of the 2 combo bands. tt was so great! they r performing at UCLA tml afternn.... so envious.. i must buck up! next quarter i must give my best shot (i hope, in state of depression now) ok, digressing again... i really enjoyed toking him (but i enjoy toking to everyone too,ok most ppl) =[ i duno man... abit awkward these 2 days but it wasnt so bad... today we didnt tok much.. he's so tired n shd be zonked out in space coz of the extra rehearsals for the perf.. becoz of how i feel now, i find it abit hard to tok normally to him. i dun wan him to think tt im getting away from him coz we seems to be hanging ard each other too much but i dun wan to be sticky either. we still tok to each other when we see each other along the corridor today but ya... abit 不知所措... im wondering whether this feeling will go away... i still certainly do hope we can be good frds even when he may not be thinkin along this line coz we can communicate pretty well. (ok, he's korean n speaking english is abit difficult for him but still understandable) tt's all for now.... into my wonderland n trying to do some work b4 sleep n wake up in morning to prac in sch, david liebman clinic in afternn.
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