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~Saturday, April 29, 2006 ~ gosh...my hp bill hit the highest low in duno how many yrs?! no overuse outgoing call, no exceed sms.. im so proud of myself.... wonder next month will remain like tt or not? =(ended the day badly today... tot i can sleep abit more tonite... guess i cannot... will wake up as usual on sats to go office get something b4 i go teach.. grrr.. been very stress lately... this is not helping... i need a break... someone help me pls.... it's been tiring to handle all these... trying to keep up w my work...no time to rest... im actually lagging behind in my practising of drums n percussion... drums: no way im gonna hang ard my office AFTER office hrs... i just feel stress only. hang out w my boss? almost impossible...coz he will just ask me qns out of the blue about work in bet. it's stressful... really.. esp he works at nite while i works in the day. after office hrs i wana switch off... also cannot... sad one u know... unless it's makan session after a gig.. usually he dun ask.. but still it happens.. and despite the stress i need to show my family esp my mum how happy i am working this line. it's fun n interesting... but stress n being alert at all times come along too. i need a break b4 i break down.have not been very efficient with work lately. and feeling stoned n tense all the time.. even after work.. SOS i need help. who can help me? coming back to percussion, if i dun go for perc pracs n band pracs, i think i would have lose it all. 4 mallets also cannot play now. WTH. i would need to tok to my dear boss about this. about changing to part time. SOON.
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